This Year has been something else. I tell you now everything I have done this year I never expected would happen for me, but then when I look back on my life I realize I deserved each and every bit of it.
Until the last quarter of the year, I was 23 so I guess you could say my 23 year was the best year ever. Reflecting on all the good work I did choices I made and how I have decided to live all was done on purpose. I can definitely say I have been living my life on purpose since I turned 23, everything from being a marketing guru to writing my first script and now this was all done on purpose.
Waking up every day full of vigor and excitement for the day to come from the 1st of January is a feeling past my threshold of expression in words, I look back and I am speechless at my true blue take on life.
Living in the way no one could stop me or even break my resolve on me knowing exactly what I wanted to do. It can be perceived as cockiness to some or really just self-esteem in its purest form. There have been times in my life where you could say I woke up on accident and the goals I had weren’t strong enough to pull me forward. Truly though since exiting University, I have had the best of times living life like I want to, learning more and faster than before gathering the knowledge interpreting it and executing it on-pointe revs me up so much for the year to come.
To marry doing what you want and getting back what you should have been a euphoric experience that I wish to not stop. Not everything was Sunny and I do not think it will get easier but the mentality that I brought to the table when it came to my challenges have been respectful and properly conducive to how I feel any 20SMTHNG should live.
I need for all my life to bring this thought process forward, it feels the start of something superb. Where I go after what I want with all the vigor in the world! It has been a great year, and the sequel will be even better. My life has been well and truly a movie time to make 2017 submit and give it all I’ve got.
This has been your Not So Typical,
I am not as determined as I thought to write on my laptop every day, this is quite the effort, I am certain writing on paper every day is at least 10 times easier because it is of course pen and paper there isn’t the same type of love you get in writing on a laptop… Wait. Macbook Pro.
The cold shell and the hard (non-clicking) keys leave something to be desired in terms of aesthetic, Macs are beautiful and everything but what I’m saying is in general terms of how I dictate my words to be written, mostly because as an artist I’m automatically romantic but making up or backing up the idea, I write more words per minute on paper than I do with my Mac, so it would be so much more practical however you couldn’t possibly give in a handwritten script or book to your agent so really there is no point in complaining. Who else feels this way
I guess that is that this was really just a warm-up of my mind needing to get into the flow of things, I don’t know how many other writers need to do this but I find it therapeutic being random like this when I know I’m about to write a whole bunch of things non-stop. My ability to write what I’m thinking without a qualm giving still gives me a laugh. Well, I guess that is it for me hope you didn’t find this boring I’m off to spin the yarn as the phrase goes and try to make it epic for you.
Till then this has been
Not Your Typical
By convention standards, I have quite the under the average unique set of skills, especially physically. Quite literally less than the standard, so somewhat unique. Or that’s what I like to tell myself, so in constantly trying to prove this I tell it to myself.
I would never take anything out of my circumstance’s though, without forcing hyperbole a true blue original situation. I’ve come to realize this quite early to make the most of the time I have in a day. I waste some and utilize most with the purpose to do just that. Some say its Gods timing I say I do what I want ‘Big G’ knows what I’m on (and that was Ironic blasphemy). I say that to say this, I’m living life on my own terms if I want to drop a term or a vowel when I speak I will when I want to speak “proper” it happens. If I want to make a blog I will do it my own way.
I’ve had this itch to not be a statistic or the norm or like them from a very early age. Manifesting itself to how I want to live my life, now it could get me in trouble probably has but I’m 20SMTHNG and mistakes will be made, I am not made to be normal. I wasn’t made to be weird or unique, I have come to do my own thing.
I have been writing since I was a child it’s transmuted into many things right now I’m using it to talk in my own way. To determine, or maybe to procrastinate from a real thing that I’m avoiding. All I know now I will journal essay and create a type of art of my own with my writing. Maybe it can help someone do 20SMTHNG like I am or an essay see yourself doing things in a different light, all I know in my 20SMTHNG way. And all a 20SMTHNG can do is all a 20SMTHNG can do. You really shouldn’t expect much. I’m just happy being able to be me and to express myself how I want. You should try it, in all honesty, it might be liberating.
Till then this has been your
Not Your Typical,